You Came When It Mattered To Me Most…
It was the most unprecedented moment of my life…With one look, life began. When everything was in mayhem, life was sour, career was on the downside, intimacy was dead frozen, you came…
Before you came, life was a routine; I opened my life to no one but myself. Afraid to trust, scared to love, wary that any sort of relationship could only break me in pieces. I never had the courage to believe in me again, to believe in relationships, to look into this life and see that there is still something good in all of these. It was like life was not that enticing anymore, that all I really had to do was wake up, eat, do the tasks that I need to do and then sleep. I needed that touch of hope, that Midas touch that would make things valuable make, my life valuable.
I became a man of no ambition, no dream, all of it died when my heart broke in the last relationship I engaged in. I took the backseat in my life, no sense of drive, no sense of direction. There was a point wherein I felt that I could not love anymore, I could not love much because it would hurt much if it will fall down and crumble. But just when I wanted to let go, there is this plot of heaven that brought someone like you into my life, not knowing how it really happened. I opened my eyes and there you were in front of me, like a flash of lightning, it was finally time for the sun to set back into my life.
Honestly, the night that I set out to meet you, I had no expectations, all I knew was, I just wanted to see you and be friends with you. I never thought that on the day I came to meet you, life would suddenly change. I may not say that there was an instant attraction but there was a delayed effect, after meeting you, I felt good, I felt happy… I knew that something good will happen… and yes, something good did happen.
With little ounce of courage, I set foot on a journey of love. I knew that whatever was left in this weary heart of mine, I will put it all on the line just to have someone like you in my life. The moment I set my eyes on you, I was definitely stuck. You had the sort of face that would launch a thousand ships, the candor that would calm the restless seas. By just being you, you swept me off my feet.
It was not what you said, but it was how you made me feel. Your warm voice, your gentle touch, those were the things that eventually pulled me out of the dark. I can’t thank you enough for the joy you have brought to my life; you made waking up exciting again…
And here I am again, flirting with the four letter word, this time more optimistic, more hopeful. I may not know how deep this is going to be, but definitely I won’t care if I drown, it really feels so good. Whatever it takes to get to your heart, I will try to get there, no matter what the circumstances will be, I will try to get there, somehow…
With all that I am, I love you… with all that I have, I love you… with what is one chance, I will give my all…. I am completely and deeply in love with you…..