You are too far away…
Dear Love,
Lately I have been so lonely, realizing that you are distant from me, that all I can do is dream about the warmth of your touch, the feel of your skin, the softness of your lips… It feels like a hundred days have passed since we have been apart, if only you could be here with me, then all of this aching would go away.
I hope that you feel the same way too, because I miss you so much, and nothing in the things I do, or the people I talk to could ever make up for your absence. I feel miserable without you; it is just not the same. Right now, you are just too far away, if only I could have wings to be there with you.
Life is just not life, without you… Please come back to me, since you have been gone, I feel like I a child lost, trying to take little steps to find his way home… without you I have realized how much harder it is to live life every day.
Right now all I can do is pray that somehow someday we will go back to the way like it was before… because without you, life has no meaning… and it is just so much harder because we are physically together, but emotionally apart. I miss you loving me…
Missing you,
James